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Another year has gone by….

EPSON001This post may not make any sense but I need to be able to jsut write and get what I am thinking and feeling out……

It’s been 14 years….. FOURTEEN YEARS now since my father  passed away, and each year I find myself thinking the same things. I wish my Dad was here. I wish he could have walked me down the isle at my wedding, I wish he could have seen his grand babies when they were born.

This year my thoughts brought me to “I wish he could have seen Samantha learn to ride a bike, and to see Sarah write her name”. How I wish he was here to see them and hold him.

I know he is here with us in spirit; I know that there has been many times in my life where I know he has been there helping me or just holding my hand.

Although it does help, and in a small way heal my heart, I still miss him terribly…. deep down I am still a little girl crying inside, just wanting one last hug from her daddy…..

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Amanda Acuña an influential Mom Blogger. She created MommyMandy as an online resource to the parenting community. She is married to her high school sweetheart and has three daughters, ages 14,11, 5 and a son who is 2. They currently reside in Texas.

3 Responses to “Another year has gone by….”

  1. kristin says:

    I love you manda!
    .-= kristin´s last blog ..You Know What It Is.. =-.

  2. Naomi says:

    Kristin really looks so much like him- without the mustache, of course!

    I know you both miss him. I am so sorry for your loss.
    .-= Naomi´s last blog ..Wubbzy Goes Boo (Giveaway) =-.

  3. Linda M. says:

    I know he’s there’s with you too. I know in my heart that he sees everything you wish him too. What a beautiful man is was! My goodness. You know,it’s hard with anything to do with your parents. I am so so fortunate to have both of my parents living at my age….I can’t say it sorry….no, I’m your mother’s age, I have children your age. But you know, my parents are elderly now & every day it hurts me to watch them suffer. They’re getting to the point they need constant care & the fact I can’t help them very much just kills me inside. It’s hard to lose a parent & it’s hard to see them age & suffer. I’m happy that they got to see their grandchildren & their great grandchildren. But I’m sad because they suffer every day. It’s just tough either way,we need to remember & love the good times & be so thankful we had a family to raise us & love us. I hope this helped you in some way, I surely meant it to.

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